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Wednesday, May 27, 2009

Just Can't Have It
by Esmée Denters

Just Can’t Have it
Just Can’t Have it

Said I Just Can’t Have it
Just Can’t Have it

Just Can’t Have it
Just Can’t Have it

No I, Just Can’t Have it
Just Can’t Have it

It’s been about twenty days now
And the truth is that I really miss you
In my life

I heard that bouncing back was easy
But I can’t seem to get you off my mind
And I know that you can’t hear me
But I think about you everyday
And I have to show this memory
But I can’t forget the pain,
That I felt when you ran away

I can’t have it both ways,
Sorry that I said goodbye…
People said I did the right thing
They don’t have to cry
I can love you for all the things that you are
And then hate you for all the things that you’re not
I want you to go
And want you to stay
But I can’t have it both ways
No I can’t have it both ways

You used to put P.S and be selfish
Most time the only one you only care for was yourself
But then you go and put me in affection
And you can make me forget about
Everything else

And I know that you can’t hear me
But I think about you everyday
And I have to show this memory
But I can’t forget the pain,
That I felt when you ran away… (wooohh)

I can’t have it both ways,
Sorry that I said goodbye…
People said I did the right thing
They don’t have to cry
I can love you for all the things that you are
And then hate you for all the things that you’re not
I want you to go
And want you to stay
But I can’t have it both ways
No I can’t have it both ways

Hate him
Hate his over rated babies
Soon all the mistakes
We make it nice
Just to keep up right

I can’t have it both ways
I really want it that way
But, I love it this way
I can’t have it both ways
I can’t have it both ways
I really want it
And I love you
and hate you
you come and you stay
I fight you tomorrow
But want you today it’s all the same
And I just can’t have it both ways

I can’t have it both ways, (No…)
Sorry that I said goodbye…
(I’m sorry that I said goodbye)
People said I did the right thing
but they don’t have to cry
(they don’t have to cry)
I can love you for all the things that you are
And then hate you for all the things that you’re not
I want you to go
I want you to stay
But I can’t have it both ways (both ways)
No I can’t have it both ways
(I can’t have it both ways )

Just can’t have it
I can’t have it both ways

Said I Just Can’t Have it
Just Can’t Have it

Just Can’t Have it
Just Can’t Have it

No I Just Can’t Have it
Just can’t have it
I can’t have it both ways

2:19 PM

This is tha first tyme I did not reply ya text.

It is also tha first tyme I feel this way.

Heard quite a lot today...

And I reely feel bad.

Guess this is tha best solution for all of us...

1:36 AM

Wednesday, May 13, 2009

Okay...

Now I'm kinda regrettin whut I hav done on Monday...

Tha whole thing is like fuckin awkward and fuckin weird...

Is like WTF??!!!!

1:37 AM

Monday, May 11, 2009

I dun kno will I ever regret tha stuffs

I'm gonna do later...

2:44 PM

Sunday, May 10, 2009

Today is a long day for me...

I've been trying to avoid ya as much as possible..

But I think I kinda break tha whole avoidin thing
at tha very last minute...

It's getting hard to be around you...

I can't take it...

What am I waiting for?

10:01 PM

Saturday, May 09, 2009

I've tried to avoid this whole thing...

At least i thought everything was fine earlier on... Until now...

Seriously... Whut am I waitin and expectin...

Waitin and expectin for sumpin that will never happen...

I shouldn't hav let everythin to happen...

5 minutes later...

Gosh... This is not happenin...

Now I hope it didn't come...

At least I dun hav to wait and expect anything more..................

1:20 AM

Friday, May 08, 2009

Well... I'm feelin much betta today, compared to yesterday...
Basically today, I jus bury myself in "Gossip Girl"... Season 1...
Manage to finish it in one day... Like finally...
It kinda takes me off tha whole thing...
No texting, no illusions and stuffs...

Can't wait to go back to work tomorrow...
Yeah... Like reel...
Hahahahah...
I shall call it a day...

You know you love me...
XOXO

1:18 AM

Wednesday, May 06, 2009

Aw Pei Shan... There's NO "What if"...
Everything is jus ILLUSION...
Is jus my own illusion........

I'm very tired today...
Mentally and physically...
I'll go nuts if this continues.........

10:20 PM