I tried to find sum reasons to dislike ya, get away from ya... But whenever i'm tryin, ya'll pop up to me and giv me a few seconds of happiness... After that ya'll be cool as hell, back to ya normal self...
I kno ya dun kno... I can't blame ya for that.... But if it's gonna continue like this... I dun kno how long more i can hold onto this...
12:16 AM
Saturday, May 24, 2008
Bye Bye by Mariah Carey This is for my peoples Who just lost somebody Your best friend, your baby Your man or your lady Put your hand way up high We will never say bye No, no, no
Mamas, daddys, sisters, brothers Friends and cousins This is for my peoples Who lost their grandmothers Lift your head to the sky Cause we will never say bye
As a child there were them times I didn't get it But you kept me in line I didn't know why You didn't show up sometimes On Sunday mornings and I missed you But I'm glad we talked through
All them grown folk things Separation brings You never let me know it You never let it show Because you loved me and obviously There's so much more left to say If you were with me today Face to face
I never knew I could hurt like this And everyday life goes on I wish I could talk to you for a while Miss you but I try not to cry As time goes by
And it's true that you've Reached a better place Still I'd give the world to see your face And be right here next to you But it's like you're gone too soon Now the hardest thing to do is say
You never got a chance to see How good I've done And you never got to See me back at number one I wish that you were here To celebrate together I wish that we could Spend the holidays together
I remember when you used to Tuck me in at night With the teddy bear you gave me That I held so tight I thought you were so strong You'd make it through whatever It's so hard to accept the fact You're gone forever
I never knew I could hurt like this And everyday life goes on I wish I could talk to you for a while Miss you but I try not to cry As time goes by
And it's true that you've Reached a better place Still I'd give the world to see your face And be right here next to you But it's like you're gone too soon Now the hardest thing to do is say
This is for my peoples Who just lost somebody Your best friend, your baby Your man or your lady Put your hand way up high We will never say bye
Mamas, daddys, sisters, brothers Friends and cousins This is for my peoples Who lost their grandmothers Lift your head to the sky Cause we will never say bye, bye.
I never knew I could hurt like this And everyday life goes on I wish I could talk to you for a while Miss you but I try not to cry As time goes by
And it's true that you've Reached a better place Still I'd give the world to see your face And be right here next to you But it's like you're gone too soon Now the hardest thing to do is say
Ah Ma~ This is for ya... Never say goodbye... Cas ya'll always hav a special place in my life...
5:05 AM
Tuesday, May 20, 2008 I kno my previous post writin bout "Let go...", but it's not sumpin which can be easily done and get over wid.... Anyways... Today i'm happy again!!! Altho it's like less than a 3 minutes thing, i'm crazily happy bout it! At that moment, i jus wish that it'll stay a bit longer. Not forever, but jus a few minutes more...
9:21 PM
Saturday, May 17, 2008 After hearin so much... Seein so much... Knowin so much... I dun reely wanna kno whether all those things are true... But i do kno it's tyme for me to let it go... Before it's too late... I kno it's crazy... I thought so too... But i could feel it... Gettin stronger... I gotta let it go....................
4:39 PM
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