Monday, March 21, 2011
虽然想起心还是会揪, 虽然深夜並没那么好过.
勇敢是我对自己的承诺, 再想念也不会回头.
一直不敢去面对的寂寞, 习惯就好也没那么难受.
其实我该谢谢你离开我. 让我找到真正的自由...
当我发觉再恐慌的寂寞, 现在我都能平静的度过.
才明白虽然是你离开我, 是我得到真正的自由.
我真正的自由...
勇敢是我对自己的承诺, 再想念也不会回头.
一直不敢去面对的寂寞, 习惯就好也没那么难受.
其实我该谢谢你离开我. 让我找到真正的自由...
当我发觉再恐慌的寂寞, 现在我都能平静的度过.
才明白虽然是你离开我, 是我得到真正的自由.
我真正的自由...
9:28 PM
Tuesday, February 15, 2011
Ily asked me who I'm gonna miss tha most after I left...
I think I have my answer, but I didn't say out my answer.
I jus wish that I could hav known ya earlier, get to kno ya betta.
That's one of tha regrets I have...
I think I have my answer, but I didn't say out my answer.
I jus wish that I could hav known ya earlier, get to kno ya betta.
That's one of tha regrets I have...
12:39 AM
Thursday, January 06, 2011
I wish you luck,
wish you health,
wish you love with a smile and a hug.
I wish you luck,
wish you health,
wish you love with her smile and her hug.
wish you health,
wish you love with a smile and a hug.
I wish you luck,
wish you health,
wish you love with her smile and her hug.
6:22 PM
Friday, September 03, 2010
10:54 AM
Thursday, August 26, 2010
已经说好了不再为你流泪, 但想着想着眼泪就流了下来.
我以为我已经决定放下, 但真的没那么容易.
只要听到你最近的消息, 知道你过的很好, 很开心,
我的心就痛了起来. 不管我告诉自己, 多少次不要再去想,
但满脑子想的都是他.
有一股冲动想要传简讯给他,
我知道 只要一传了出去
我又要回到原地 重来.
我以为我已经决定放下, 但真的没那么容易.
只要听到你最近的消息, 知道你过的很好, 很开心,
我的心就痛了起来. 不管我告诉自己, 多少次不要再去想,
但满脑子想的都是他.
有一股冲动想要传简讯给他,
我知道 只要一传了出去
我又要回到原地 重来.
我不想再回到原点.
我不要再回到原点.
我不想再体会那种无法忍受的痛.
我累了. 我真的累了.
可不可以 不要那么痛?
我真的没想象中的坚强...
我累了. 我真的累了.
可不可以 不要那么痛?
我真的没想象中的坚强...
9:44 PM
Tuesday, August 17, 2010
And now when all is gone
There is nothing to say
And if you're done with embarrassing me
On your own you can go ahead tell them
Tell them all I know now
Shout it from the roof tops
Write it on the sky line
All we had is gone now....
There is nothing to say
And if you're done with embarrassing me
On your own you can go ahead tell them
Tell them all I know now
Shout it from the roof tops
Write it on the sky line
All we had is gone now....
1:03 AM
Wednesday, August 11, 2010
Happily never after.
That just ain't for me.
Because finally I know, I deserve better after all.
I'll never let another teardrop fall...
9:24 PM
These 10 days passed by really fast for me.
Pretty wild and fun.
Finally went to Marina Barrage and Marina Bay Sands Skypark,
and I'm glad that I went with tha right people.
I've also done a lot, drink a lot, laugh a lot...
Sleep lesser, think lesser, cry lesser...
There are a lot of new memories for me.
New memories for those places I've been to,
in order for me to put tha old ones aside.
New memories for those places I've not been to.
And I know I have a lot more beautiful memories ahead,
waiting for me...
8:31 PM
Wednesday, July 28, 2010
我想要学会自我催眠 痛觉会少一些
浅意识作祟 想着想到失眠
我躺在没有你的房间 寂寞更加明显
我渐渐的自我催眠 却回不到从前
浅意识作祟 想着想到失眠
我躺在没有你的房间 寂寞更加明显
我渐渐的自我催眠 却回不到从前
3:42 PM
Friday, July 23, 2010
我想你已表现的非常明白
我懂我也知道 你没有舍不得
你说你也会难过 我不相信
牵着你陪着我也只是曾经
希望她是真的比我还要爱你
我才会逼自己离开
你要我说多难堪 我根本不想分开
为什么还要我用微笑来带过
我没有这种天份 包容你也接受她
不用担心的太多 我会一直好好过
你已经远远离开 我也会慢慢走开
为什么我连分开都迁就着你
我真的没有天份 安静的没这么快
我懂我也知道 你没有舍不得
你说你也会难过 我不相信
牵着你陪着我也只是曾经
希望她是真的比我还要爱你
我才会逼自己离开
你要我说多难堪 我根本不想分开
为什么还要我用微笑来带过
我没有这种天份 包容你也接受她
不用担心的太多 我会一直好好过
你已经远远离开 我也会慢慢走开
为什么我连分开都迁就着你
我真的没有天份 安静的没这么快
我会学着放弃你
是因为我太爱你......
10:52 PM
Friday, July 16, 2010
我天天练习 天天都熟悉 在没有你的城市里
试着删除每个两人世界里
那些曾经共同拥有的一切美好和回忆
试着删除每个两人世界里
那些曾经共同拥有的一切美好和回忆
1:09 PM
Wednesday, July 14, 2010
我爱他 轰轰烈烈最疯狂
我的梦 狠狠碎过却不会忘
曾为他 相信明天就是未来
情节有多坏 都不肯醒来
我爱他 跌跌撞撞到绝望
我的心 深深伤过却不会忘
我和他 不再属于这个地方
最初的天堂 最终的荒唐
如果还有遗憾 是分手那天
我奔腾的眼泪 都停不下来
若那一刻重来 我不哭
让他知道我可以很好
我的梦 狠狠碎过却不会忘
曾为他 相信明天就是未来
情节有多坏 都不肯醒来
我爱他 跌跌撞撞到绝望
我的心 深深伤过却不会忘
我和他 不再属于这个地方
最初的天堂 最终的荒唐
如果还有遗憾 是分手那天
我奔腾的眼泪 都停不下来
若那一刻重来 我不哭
让他知道我可以很好
5:28 PM
Thanx for being there for me when I needed you....
2:08 AM
Wednesday, July 07, 2010
Ahbyby and chickun is dead......
7:04 PM
7:02 PM
Saturday, July 03, 2010
It's over..................
12:55 AM
Wednesday, June 30, 2010
12:59 PM
Tuesday, June 22, 2010
As a Man
by Gummy
A new start is always frightening
But at least this time I truly believe it’s love
Trying to be more happy than my painful separation
We should promise eternity and swear on it
But frequent interest may give minor pressures
Might get annoyed of the long calls I don’t want to end
You might call the expanding love, obsession
As time goes by, I’m getting smaller
Since you’re a man, since you’re a man, you wouldn’t know even if you died
Since I’m lacking, Since I’m foolish, I’m only looking at you
Since you’re a man, since you’re a man, you don’t understand me
You probably just want to be free, you probably won’t be able to change
Because you’re a man
You’re next to me but why does my heart feel empty
Why is it that your words “I love you” don’t sound the same as before
the long waits are getting harder and harder
I think of giving up hundreds of times
I feel uneasy and can’t sleep until you fall asleep
I go crazy when I can’t contact you throughout the night
I’m not a woman who expects many things
But I collapse from one of your inattentive words
Since you’re a man, since you’re a man, you wouldn’t know even if you died
Since I’m lacking, Since I’m foolish, I’m only looking at you
Since you’re a man, since you’re a man, you don’t understand me
You probably just want to be free, you probably won’t be able to change
But at least this time I truly believe it’s love
Trying to be more happy than my painful separation
We should promise eternity and swear on it
But frequent interest may give minor pressures
Might get annoyed of the long calls I don’t want to end
You might call the expanding love, obsession
As time goes by, I’m getting smaller
Since you’re a man, since you’re a man, you wouldn’t know even if you died
Since I’m lacking, Since I’m foolish, I’m only looking at you
Since you’re a man, since you’re a man, you don’t understand me
You probably just want to be free, you probably won’t be able to change
Because you’re a man
You’re next to me but why does my heart feel empty
Why is it that your words “I love you” don’t sound the same as before
the long waits are getting harder and harder
I think of giving up hundreds of times
I feel uneasy and can’t sleep until you fall asleep
I go crazy when I can’t contact you throughout the night
I’m not a woman who expects many things
But I collapse from one of your inattentive words
Since you’re a man, since you’re a man, you wouldn’t know even if you died
Since I’m lacking, Since I’m foolish, I’m only looking at you
Since you’re a man, since you’re a man, you don’t understand me
You probably just want to be free, you probably won’t be able to change
Because you’re a man
I still feel like when we first met
I flutter in front of your smile
But even these small expressions are nowhere to be found between us
But since you’re a man, since you’re my man
I still feel like when we first met
I flutter in front of your smile
But even these small expressions are nowhere to be found between us
But since you’re a man, since you’re my man
I still love you
Since you’re a man, since you’re a man, you wouldn’t know even if you died
Since I’m lacking, Since I’m foolish, I’m only looking at you
Since you’re a man, since you’re a man, you don’t understand me
You probably just want to be free, you probably won’t be able to change
Since you’re a man, since you’re a man, you wouldn’t know even if you died
Since I’m lacking, Since I’m foolish, I’m only looking at you
Since you’re a man, since you’re a man, you don’t understand me
You probably just want to be free, you probably won’t be able to change
Because you’re a man....
Everytime I watch this MV, I'll jus cry...
Tha MV and tha lyrics reely did express whut I'm feeling...
12:46 AM
Saturday, January 16, 2010
To be your friend was all I ever wanted...
To be your lover was all I ever dreamed...
And I have just woken up from my dream...
To be your lover was all I ever dreamed...
And I have just woken up from my dream...
11:57 PM
Thursday, January 07, 2010
Before the Storm
by Jonas Brother (feat. Miley Cyrus)
No this isn't what I wanted
Never thought it'd come this far
Thinkin' back to where we started
And how we lost all that we are
We were young and times were easy
But I could see it's not the same
Standing here but you don't see me
Give it all for that to change
I don't want to lose her
Don't want to let her go
Standing out in the rain
Need to know if it's over
Cause I would leave you alone
I'm flooded with all this pain
Knowing that I'll never hold her
Like I did before the storm
Before the storm
With every stike of lightning
Comes a memory that lasts
Not a word is left unspoken
As the thunder starts to crash
Maybe I should give up
Standing out in the rain
Need to know if it's over
Cause I would leave you alone
I'm flooded with all this pain
Knowing that I'll never hold her
Like I did before the storm
I'm trying to keep the lights from going out
And the clouds from ripping out my broken heart
They always say a heart is not a home
Without the one who gets you through the storm
Standing out in the rain
Knowing that it's really over
Please don't leave me alone
I'm flooded with all this pain
Knowing that I'll never hold ya
Like I did before the storm
Like I did before the storm
by Jonas Brother (feat. Miley Cyrus)
No this isn't what I wanted
Never thought it'd come this far
Thinkin' back to where we started
And how we lost all that we are
We were young and times were easy
But I could see it's not the same
Standing here but you don't see me
Give it all for that to change
I don't want to lose her
Don't want to let her go
Standing out in the rain
Need to know if it's over
Cause I would leave you alone
I'm flooded with all this pain
Knowing that I'll never hold her
Like I did before the storm
Before the storm
With every stike of lightning
Comes a memory that lasts
Not a word is left unspoken
As the thunder starts to crash
Maybe I should give up
Standing out in the rain
Need to know if it's over
Cause I would leave you alone
I'm flooded with all this pain
Knowing that I'll never hold her
Like I did before the storm
I'm trying to keep the lights from going out
And the clouds from ripping out my broken heart
They always say a heart is not a home
Without the one who gets you through the storm
Standing out in the rain
Knowing that it's really over
Please don't leave me alone
I'm flooded with all this pain
Knowing that I'll never hold ya
Like I did before the storm
Like I did before the storm
10:57 AM
Monday, September 21, 2009
Recently,
I've jus heard a name that was once important to me...
I've jus heard a name that was once important to me...
But now, everything is jus unfamiliar...
It's been years since I last saw you...
Sumtymez I'll jus ask myself whut will happen
if we reely happen to bump on tha street...
if we reely happen to bump on tha street...
Guess I'll still have to wait for tha answer...
Anyways...
Glad to kno that you're living good now...
Wish you well......
11:41 AM
Wednesday, July 08, 2009
These 6 days seem pretty long for me...
Sum happy things happen to me...
Sum sad things as well...
Most of my friends kno that goin to Hong Kong
is like a dream for me...
I've dreamed for years to go to HK, but I didn't go
when it's jus in front of me...
I thought i could get over it right after they board tha plane
and fly off or sumpin...
But I didn't kno that tha 6 days gonna be painful...
Knowin that my friends are there, while I'm in Singapore...
It hurts sumhow...
Well... I couldn't blame anyone...
I kno I'm goin to fulfill my dream...
Jus a matter of sooner or later.......
11:05 PM
Saturday, June 13, 2009
I'm afraid of falling.
I'm afraid that it would bruise my heart again.
I dun kno whut's wrong wid me.
It's jus right in front of me now.
Isn't that I dun hav tha courage to accept it?
Or isn't jus me?............
7:41 PM
Wednesday, May 27, 2009
Just Can't Have It
by Esmée Denters
by Esmée Denters
Just Can’t Have it
Just Can’t Have it
Said I Just Can’t Have it
Just Can’t Have it
Just Can’t Have it
Just Can’t Have it
No I, Just Can’t Have it
Just Can’t Have it
It’s been about twenty days now
And the truth is that I really miss you
In my life
I heard that bouncing back was easy
But I can’t seem to get you off my mind
And I know that you can’t hear me
But I think about you everyday
And I have to show this memory
But I can’t forget the pain,
That I felt when you ran away
I can’t have it both ways,
Sorry that I said goodbye…
People said I did the right thing
They don’t have to cry
I can love you for all the things that you are
And then hate you for all the things that you’re not
I want you to go
And want you to stay
But I can’t have it both ways
No I can’t have it both ways
You used to put P.S and be selfish
Most time the only one you only care for was yourself
But then you go and put me in affection
And you can make me forget about
Everything else
And I know that you can’t hear me
But I think about you everyday
And I have to show this memory
But I can’t forget the pain,
That I felt when you ran away… (wooohh)
I can’t have it both ways,
Sorry that I said goodbye…
People said I did the right thing
They don’t have to cry
I can love you for all the things that you are
And then hate you for all the things that you’re not
I want you to go
And want you to stay
But I can’t have it both ways
No I can’t have it both ways
Hate him
Hate his over rated babies
Soon all the mistakes
We make it nice
Just to keep up right
I can’t have it both ways
I really want it that way
But, I love it this way
I can’t have it both ways
I can’t have it both ways
I really want it
And I love you
and hate you
you come and you stay
I fight you tomorrow
But want you today it’s all the same
And I just can’t have it both ways
I can’t have it both ways, (No…)
Sorry that I said goodbye…
(I’m sorry that I said goodbye)
People said I did the right thing
but they don’t have to cry
(they don’t have to cry)
I can love you for all the things that you are
And then hate you for all the things that you’re not
I want you to go
I want you to stay
But I can’t have it both ways (both ways)
No I can’t have it both ways
(I can’t have it both ways )
Just can’t have it
I can’t have it both ways
Said I Just Can’t Have it
Just Can’t Have it
Just Can’t Have it
Just Can’t Have it
No I Just Can’t Have it
Just can’t have it
I can’t have it both ways
Just Can’t Have it
Said I Just Can’t Have it
Just Can’t Have it
Just Can’t Have it
Just Can’t Have it
No I, Just Can’t Have it
Just Can’t Have it
It’s been about twenty days now
And the truth is that I really miss you
In my life
I heard that bouncing back was easy
But I can’t seem to get you off my mind
And I know that you can’t hear me
But I think about you everyday
And I have to show this memory
But I can’t forget the pain,
That I felt when you ran away
I can’t have it both ways,
Sorry that I said goodbye…
People said I did the right thing
They don’t have to cry
I can love you for all the things that you are
And then hate you for all the things that you’re not
I want you to go
And want you to stay
But I can’t have it both ways
No I can’t have it both ways
You used to put P.S and be selfish
Most time the only one you only care for was yourself
But then you go and put me in affection
And you can make me forget about
Everything else
And I know that you can’t hear me
But I think about you everyday
And I have to show this memory
But I can’t forget the pain,
That I felt when you ran away… (wooohh)
I can’t have it both ways,
Sorry that I said goodbye…
People said I did the right thing
They don’t have to cry
I can love you for all the things that you are
And then hate you for all the things that you’re not
I want you to go
And want you to stay
But I can’t have it both ways
No I can’t have it both ways
Hate him
Hate his over rated babies
Soon all the mistakes
We make it nice
Just to keep up right
I can’t have it both ways
I really want it that way
But, I love it this way
I can’t have it both ways
I can’t have it both ways
I really want it
And I love you
and hate you
you come and you stay
I fight you tomorrow
But want you today it’s all the same
And I just can’t have it both ways
I can’t have it both ways, (No…)
Sorry that I said goodbye…
(I’m sorry that I said goodbye)
People said I did the right thing
but they don’t have to cry
(they don’t have to cry)
I can love you for all the things that you are
And then hate you for all the things that you’re not
I want you to go
I want you to stay
But I can’t have it both ways (both ways)
No I can’t have it both ways
(I can’t have it both ways )
Just can’t have it
I can’t have it both ways
Said I Just Can’t Have it
Just Can’t Have it
Just Can’t Have it
Just Can’t Have it
No I Just Can’t Have it
Just can’t have it
I can’t have it both ways
2:19 PM
This is tha first tyme I did not reply ya text.
It is also tha first tyme I feel this way.
Heard quite a lot today...
And I reely feel bad.
Guess this is tha best solution for all of us...
1:36 AM
Wednesday, May 13, 2009
Okay...
Now I'm kinda regrettin whut I hav done on Monday...
Tha whole thing is like fuckin awkward and fuckin weird...
Is like WTF??!!!!
1:37 AM
Monday, May 11, 2009
I dun kno will I ever regret tha stuffs
I'm gonna do later...
2:44 PM
Sunday, May 10, 2009
Today is a long day for me...
I've been trying to avoid ya as much as possible..
But I think I kinda break tha whole avoidin thing
at tha very last minute...
at tha very last minute...
It's getting hard to be around you...
I can't take it...
What am I waiting for?
10:01 PM
Saturday, May 09, 2009
I've tried to avoid this whole thing...
At least i thought everything was fine earlier on... Until now...
Seriously... Whut am I waitin and expectin...
Waitin and expectin for sumpin that will never happen...
I shouldn't hav let everythin to happen...
5 minutes later...
Gosh... This is not happenin...
Now I hope it didn't come...
At least I dun hav to wait and expect anything more..................
1:20 AM
Friday, May 08, 2009
Well... I'm feelin much betta today, compared to yesterday...
Basically today, I jus bury myself in "Gossip Girl"... Season 1...
Manage to finish it in one day... Like finally...
It kinda takes me off tha whole thing...
No texting, no illusions and stuffs...
Can't wait to go back to work tomorrow...
Yeah... Like reel...
Hahahahah...
I shall call it a day...
You know you love me...
XOXO
Basically today, I jus bury myself in "Gossip Girl"... Season 1...
Manage to finish it in one day... Like finally...
It kinda takes me off tha whole thing...
No texting, no illusions and stuffs...
Can't wait to go back to work tomorrow...
Yeah... Like reel...
Hahahahah...
I shall call it a day...
You know you love me...
XOXO
1:18 AM
Wednesday, May 06, 2009
Aw Pei Shan... There's NO "What if"...
Everything is jus ILLUSION...
Is jus my own illusion........
I'm very tired today...
Mentally and physically...
I'll go nuts if this continues.........
Everything is jus ILLUSION...
Is jus my own illusion........
I'm very tired today...
Mentally and physically...
I'll go nuts if this continues.........
10:20 PM
Friday, February 20, 2009
JiYong ah...
I totally understand how ya feel whenever SeungRi did that...
ARGH~~~~
I'm goin nuts....
3:16 PM
Monday, February 16, 2009
Very soon... I'm goin to turn 21... Which is next week...
To think of it... It's horrible... 21... OMG~
For this year... I seriously dun kno whut to do for my birthday...
A bit lazy and also dun kno how and whut to do bout tha celebration thingy...
I shall see how...
I've listed out my To-Do-List for this year...
Hopefully i can complete them all.... Hahahahah....
Pei Shan's To-Do-List before turnin 22.
- get my driving license
- go on a overseas holiday wid my friends
- go back to school
- take sum dancing class
(wanna lose sum weight and also interested in dancin) - leave Borders?
3:08 PM
Monday, January 19, 2009
花样BIGBANG
世上最帅的F4
世上最有魅力的Tsukasa
世上最温柔的Rui 
世上最强的Akira & Sojiro
世上绝配的Tsukasa & Tsukushi
最浪漫的KISS!!!
4:04 PM
Friday, January 16, 2009
Hahahah...
I realise i reely very long never blog liao...
I realise i reely very long never blog liao...
Actually nuttin much happenin in my life also...
Quite pathetic... Haiz...
Anyways...
Late Happy New Year!!!
Early Happy Chinese New Year!!!
TO EVERYONE!!!!! = )
Quite pathetic... Haiz...
Anyways...
Late Happy New Year!!!
Early Happy Chinese New Year!!!
TO EVERYONE!!!!! = )
6:02 PM
Monday, November 17, 2008
Best Kiss of tha Year
TOPie & Hyori
10:46 PM
Sunday, October 05, 2008
HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY!!!
Ah Tze is finally 23 now!!! Hahahahah... Kiddin lah...
Ya're forever o years old remember?...
To think bout it,
Ah Tze is finally 23 now!!! Hahahahah... Kiddin lah...
Ya're forever o years old remember?...
To think bout it,
this is actually tha 8th tyme we're celebratin ya birthday.
I'm sure there'll be a 100th tyme...
Anyways... HAPPY BIRTHDAY again...
Okay... Enough of tha words...
Now i shall hereby present my NEWS to sing
I'm sure there'll be a 100th tyme...
Anyways... HAPPY BIRTHDAY again...
Okay... Enough of tha words...
Now i shall hereby present my NEWS to sing
ya a special birthday song...
Tha song of my words...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY by NEWS
Exactly because I can't buy them with money
Treasures that can be expressed by feelings
I'll say it in words, "Happy Birthday"
Without feeling embarrassed at exactly 12 midnight
WoW WoW Wow Yeah Yeah
WoW WoW Wow Yeah Yeah
WoW WoW Wow Yeah Yeah
WoW WoW Wow Yeah Yeah Yeah
For being born
For being able to meet you
That I can be by your side now
Thank you
It's your HAPPY BIRTHDAY
A magical, special day that happens only once a year
Today is the momentous once-a-year anniversary
Of you who is the most important in the world
Yet another one in beauty
The piling up of years
Is the multiplication of memories
That's why I'll send beautiful words
Only to you, look!
I'm happy that in the many thousands and hundred millions
We could have such a miracle as our meeting
And be this near
I'll sing for you
Because you're here I can laugh
and be more honest than usual today
An ordinary day to the rest of the world
Fishing as per normal, yet
To me even the taste of the atmosphere has a special flavor
I especially want to meet your smile
Bye-bye to grimaces
With the extent of my power, I'll send you my love
How many times have you cried up till now
The happiness where we can laugh now is safe
Today's HAPPY BIRTHDAY where we can be together
I'll sing for you
I didn't leave you here alone
Definitely next year and the year after too
I'll go to meet you on the same day
A present from god
Your HAPPY BIRTHDAY
All the best for your future
Exactly because I can't buy them with money
Treasures that can be expressed by feelings
I'll say it in words, "Happy Birthday"
Without feeling embarrassed at exactly 12 midnight
WoW WoW Wow Yeah Yeah
WoW WoW Wow Yeah Yeah
WoW WoW Wow Yeah Yeah
WoW WoW Wow Yeah Yeah Yeah
For being born
For being able to meet you
That I can be by your side now
Thank you
It's your HAPPY BIRTHDAY
A magical, special day that happens only once a year
Today is the momentous once-a-year anniversary
Of you who is the most important in the world
Yet another one in beauty
The piling up of years
Is the multiplication of memories
That's why I'll send beautiful words
Only to you, look!
I'm happy that in the many thousands and hundred millions
We could have such a miracle as our meeting
And be this near
I'll sing for you
Because you're here I can laugh
and be more honest than usual today
An ordinary day to the rest of the world
Fishing as per normal, yet
To me even the taste of the atmosphere has a special flavor
I especially want to meet your smile
Bye-bye to grimaces
With the extent of my power, I'll send you my love
How many times have you cried up till now
The happiness where we can laugh now is safe
Today's HAPPY BIRTHDAY where we can be together
I'll sing for you
I didn't leave you here alone
Definitely next year and the year after too
I'll go to meet you on the same day
A present from god
Your HAPPY BIRTHDAY
All the best for your future
7:48 PM
Friday, October 03, 2008
I'm tired... Physically... Emotionally... Mentally...
Reely tired... I dun kno how long more i can hang onto these...
I admit i'm that kinda person who encounter stress, i'll tend to run away from tha whole matter. Includin this tyme... I reely did think of jus quittin, especially today... I can jus walk out of everythin, then it's none of my business anymore... At that very moment, I reely wanna quit very much, until that phone conversation.....
Do i reely wanna jus walk away like that?...
Should i jus try a lil harder?...
I dun fuckin kno.....................................
11:02 PM
Thursday, August 21, 2008
The Kite RunnerEver since workin in Borders, this title has always been our best seller for a very long tyme. And i didn't reely kno whut kinda story line it is until i watched tha movie...
Tha first thing i did after i watched this movie was smsed Tze and told her i cried 3/4 of tha show and she must watch this movie. Tha whole story is like showin how one can unconditionally luv sumone which makes me like so much bout this movie. It's a reely touchin movie...
I jus think that tha movie is kinda brief in a sense. I would like to read tha book for tha details. That's why right now i hav tha urge to buy tha book, altho i dun kno whether i'm reely gonna start readin it...
My friends... If ya hav tyme, go watch tha movie... I dun kno if ya like it, but i would say it's one of my favourite movies...
Hereby i shall end wid my favourite line in tha movie,
"For you, a thousand times over..."
6:25 PM
Friday, June 27, 2008
Went to watched a 2am show wid Sherie & Charles. Yeah... Jus wid tha both of em. Eventually Joy pang seh us. It wasn't that awkward afterall, it's fine. So yeah...
Anyways... Back to tha movie... Tha movie is pretty worth watchin. Like tha actions and effects. Story kinda twist at tha endin part. There's one scene where there's a HUGE amount rats. I managed to skip that disgustin scene, cas i kno tha rats gonna come out. Hahahah.
And i gotta admit Angelina Jolie is fuckin HOT in tha movie.
So now, is down, i'm left wid <21>!!! I can't wait to watch it.
Jus gotta find sum tyme and drag sum peeple to watch wid me... = )
5:38 AM
Sunday, June 15, 2008
Since i won't be seein ya tha whole of this week...
This shall be a good tyme for me to let tha whole thing off...
I kno i've mentioned it before...
But hearin those things bout ya and her...
It hurts...
This makes me realised that it's reely tyme to let ya go...
Everythin will jus end tonight...
4:17 AM
Saturday, June 14, 2008
Today was normal yet special...
We talked more than we usually do...
I got to see ya smile a couple of tymez...
And got to see ya behavin like a small kid,
practically in front of me...
These little things ya do, ya might think it's normal...
But all of these are my happiness...
1:43 AM
Thursday, June 12, 2008
5:23 PM
Monday, June 09, 2008
Zhi Hao,
Today's dinner was specially organised for ya. Since ya're enlistin on 10th June, i thought of meetin up before ya enlist.
As usual... Ya didn't turn up...
Honestly, i would say that i'm not affected by tha fact that ya didn't turn up... again...
Cas at tha first place, i didn't hav much hope on that either... And we did a nice night together widdout ya...
I told myself, i'm givin myself one last chance to trust on ya...
In tha end, ya choose to stay in your "Alice in Wonderland".
"Sorry" i've heard too many tymez from ya... I think i had enuff...
I hereby wish ya Good Luck & All the Best!!!
peishan
09/06/08
5:00 AM
Sunday, June 08, 2008
I jus reached home... I'm tipsy... But not yet wasted...
Reely wanted to get wasted today, but dun kno why jus can't...
Today i've been cursin and swearin at ya... Tryin to dislike ya...
But peeple around me are sayin good words bout ya...
They're sayin if i kno ya, ya're actually quite a nice person...
Point is how am i goin to kno ya more?...
I realised tha more i try to hate ya, tha more i care bout ya...
Tha more i wan ya to notice me...
But jus when are ya gonna notice me?...
Jus when?............
5:20 AM
Friday, June 06, 2008
Tha weekend has finally arrived.
It'll be quite a happenin weekend for me.
Hope it'll be a good.......
3:01 AM
Tuesday, June 03, 2008
TAN ZHENG WEI~
ARGH~~~
* ENVY-ing *
11:53 PM
I jus finished watchin Juno on DVD. Like finally...
I would say that it is not bad. Maybe is jus that i was kinda expectin sumpin from it, since everyone's been sayin how great is this film...
But still, it's reely not bad. Funny, simple story...
Later in tha afternoon i'ma pass tha DVD to Puay Tze. Shall see how she thinks of it....
3:26 AM
Sunday, June 01, 2008
"Thank you." is all ya said to me today.....
9:48 PM
Saturday, May 31, 2008
I tried to find sum reasons to dislike ya, get away from ya...
But whenever i'm tryin, ya'll pop up to me and giv me a few seconds of happiness...
After that ya'll be cool as hell, back to ya normal self...
I kno ya dun kno... I can't blame ya for that....
But if it's gonna continue like this...
I dun kno how long more i can hold onto this...
12:16 AM
Saturday, May 24, 2008
Bye Bye by Mariah Carey
This is for my peoples
Who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby
Your man or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye
No, no, no
Mamas, daddys, sisters, brothers
Friends and cousins
This is for my peoples
Who lost their grandmothers
Lift your head to the sky
Cause we will never say bye
As a child there were them times
I didn't get it
But you kept me in line
I didn't know why
You didn't show up sometimes
On Sunday mornings and I missed you
But I'm glad we talked through
All them grown folk things
Separation brings
You never let me know it
You never let it show
Because you loved me and obviously
There's so much more left to say
If you were with me today
Face to face
I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on I wish
I could talk to you for a while
Miss you but I try not to cry
As time goes by
And it's true that you've
Reached a better place
Still I'd give the world to see your face
And be right here next to you
But it's like you're gone too soon
Now the hardest thing to do is say
Bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye
You never got a chance to see
How good I've done
And you never got to
See me back at number one
I wish that you were here
To celebrate together
I wish that we could
Spend the holidays together
I remember when you used to
Tuck me in at night
With the teddy bear you gave me
That I held so tight
I thought you were so strong
You'd make it through whatever
It's so hard to accept the fact
You're gone forever
I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on I wish
I could talk to you for a while
Miss you but I try not to cry
As time goes by
And it's true that you've
Reached a better place
Still I'd give the world to see your face
And be right here next to you
But it's like you're gone too soon
Now the hardest thing to do is say
Bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye
This is for my peoples
Who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby
Your man or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye
Mamas, daddys, sisters, brothers
Friends and cousins
This is for my peoples
Who lost their grandmothers
Lift your head to the sky
Cause we will never say bye, bye.
I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on I wish
I could talk to you for a while
Miss you but I try not to cry
As time goes by
And it's true that you've
Reached a better place
Still I'd give the world to see your face
And be right here next to you
But it's like you're gone too soon
Now the hardest thing to do is say
Bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye
This is tha latest single of Mariah Carey, Bye Bye. This song is written by her to her deceased father. Tha lyrics are reely touchin. Tha words are simple, yet powerful.
It reminds me of my grandma.
Eventually, i cried when listenin to it.
Ah Ma~ This is for ya...
Never say goodbye...
Cas ya'll always hav a special place in my life...
5:05 AM
Tuesday, May 20, 2008
I kno my previous post writin bout "Let go...", but it's not sumpin which can be easily done and get over wid....
Anyways... Today i'm happy again!!! Altho it's like less than a 3 minutes thing, i'm crazily happy bout it! At that moment, i jus wish that it'll stay a bit longer.
Not forever, but jus a few minutes more...
9:21 PM
Saturday, May 17, 2008
After hearin so much... Seein so much... Knowin so much...
I dun reely wanna kno whether all those things are true...
But i do kno it's tyme for me to let it go... Before it's too late...
I kno it's crazy... I thought so too...
But i could feel it... Gettin stronger...
I gotta let it go....................
4:39 PM
Saturday, April 26, 2008
I'm very HAPPY today!!!
Happy till i can't sleep...
Hope tomorrow i'll also be HAPPY!!!
2:13 AM
Tuesday, April 01, 2008
应该算是很久没联络了吧?
看到你在线时，很想点上你的e-mail，
问你一句“你过的好吗？”
我始终还是没勇气点上你.
生怕点上了你，没回答. 不想再有期待后失望的感觉.
现在不是也很好吗?... 彼此都有了自己的生活.
每一年都会期待着我的生日.
至少我知道你会传个简讯祝我生日快乐.
但今年，你只是托个朋友传了祝福. 我失望了.
因为去年丢电话，连你的电话也没了.
我也想了好久，应不应该向朋友拿你的电话号码。
我决定不拿，这应该是我和你断了联络最好的机会吧?...
我也不知道为什么自己现在会在写这些?...
总会有些时候想起你... 但是回忆也渐渐的跟着时间而消失...
不知道想你是不是已经成了习惯?... 或是.......
12:59 AM
Wednesday, February 27, 2008
I reely enjoy my 20th birthday celebration...
Thanx for tha wishes, presents, cakes, celebrations and everythin...
Thank YouSss~
1:49 PM
Saturday, February 23, 2008
亀梨和也~ お誕生日おめでと!!!
MeMe~ Is this tyme of tha year again... Our birthdays...
Wish ya all tha best in ya careers and everythin thru out ya 22nd.
Be tha strong and kakoii Kame we always love...
Happy 22nd Birthday
Kame-can!!! (*^-^*)
9:03 AM
Wednesday, February 20, 2008
Yeah~ 24th February coming!!! Hahahah...
I shall make a birthday list then... = P
1) Yakuza Moon
/surprise surprise!!! peishan will actually ask for this.\
2) Winne the Pooh
3) Tequila PopSSSSssss
4) To REELY hav fun on this comin saturday night at MOS!!!
That's bout it... Seriously, this year i've got nuttin much i wanna buy...
So yeah... I jus wan y'all to turn up on saturday night can le... = )
8:01 PM
Monday, February 11, 2008
YamaP SHOCK!!!
Yes... This is my beloved Yamashita Tomohisa.
For those who dun kno who tha hell is he. Dun be mistaken that he's sum japanese porn star or sumpin. He's one of tha famous idol in japan now.
Anyways...YamaP gives me a BIG SHOCK in these pictures he had taken for AnAn. Never could i imagine that he could take these kinda photos. At least from tha impression i hav on him didn't link me to these pictures...
Few months ago, AnAn did sumpin similar for Matsumoto Jun from ARASHI. Now is Yamashita Tomohisa from NEWS. I HOPE i won't need to see Kamenashi Kazuya from KAT-TUN doin these. I'll faint... It's not that these pictures are not nice. Jus that fans need tyme to take it, sumpin like that...
8:13 PM
Friday, January 25, 2008
It's been long...
I haven't been bloggin for over a month... This month has been reely long for me...
Not a very good one tho... And i haven't been seein my friends for almost 3 weeks...
All i can say is this month is very unreel to me... Too much to say but dun kno whut to write...
I miss ya grandma........................
8:46 PM
Sunday, December 16, 2007
ZOUKOUT
This was supposed to be post up last week. As usual, I was too rot to post.
I shall do it now before i start rottin again...
This was supposed to be post up last week. As usual, I was too rot to post.
I shall do it now before i start rottin again...
There was a traffic jam when we're on our way to Sentosa.
Schedule for tha night...
This is tha crowd at 2a.m.
Long toilet queue...
Believe me...This is tha crowd at 5a.m in tha mornin...
It was a crazy, fun and tired night...
2:33 PM
Monday, November 26, 2007
I can't get you off my mind...
But why you...
Sumone so impossible..................
2:26 AM
Sunday, November 18, 2007
Borders 10th Anniversary
These pictures are actually taken on tha 1st November mornin. I should be postin em up like weeks ago or sumpin...
Anyways... On that day, Borders staffs were to dressed up like Hollywood movie character...
As for me, i was dressed up as Tracy Turnblad in Hairspray.
I, myself was shocked when i saw myself in tha mirror after my make-up and hair are all done... This is definately not tha normal Pei Shan y'all used to see. And i dun think y'all will get to see me like whut ya see from tha photos above...
That day, all tha Borders staffs reely dressed up as different characters. There should be more photos. Cas i borrowed Tze's camera. But i forgot to bring down to event. It was inside my bag tha whole event.
Tha whole event is quite fun, tho is jus 2 hours thing. I hope i'll be able to attend next year's anniversary...
1:12 PM
I'M BACK!!!! Like finally...
First of all, i gotta apologise to Zheng Wei. Cas i actually forget bout his birthday.
I'm reel sorry...
Quite a lot of things happen durin this month...
I've changed my job. I'm now workin at Borders. And a couple of stuffs happened...
I thought... After changin my job to Borders means i can hav more tyme wid my friends...
Unfortunately, NO!
Everyone's like busy wid their school work and stuffs...
Let's meet reel soon aight?... I'm gonna die if we dun meet up soon...
Hope to see ya guys soon!!! Luv y'all...
12:57 PM
Friday, October 05, 2007
TZE~
お誕生日おめでと!!!
お誕生日おめでと!!!
4:04 PM
Tuesday, October 02, 2007
Alpha DogI jus finish watchin this movie. Since i can't fuckin watch it in tha theatre, i shall watch over tha net then. Apologise for my vulgarities. After watchin this movie, i'm influenced by "fuck". Cas almost every single second in tha movie, i got to hear tha fuckin word.
It's a pretty nice movie. I won't say bout tha story line cas it's a fuckin true event thing. Whuteva i watched over tha 2 hours happened a few years back, and i found it pretty heavy at tha back. Cas it's fuckin sad endin. Cas of a few mutha fucker pig heads, a life was bein sacrifise.
This movie is good for teenagers. Ya sumhow get sum message from tha movie. My inital thought of watchin this movie was Justin Timberlake. Halfway thru, it ain't bout him anymore. I dun kno how to put it in words man... Anyways... Justin did pretty well in tha movie. He's not that pretty boy ya see from those MVs of his. I'm so fuckin in luv wid him right now!
After seein all these shee-it, if ya're interested in this movie... Youtube it...
And my advice is GO FUCKIN WATCH THIS MOVIE!
It ain't any made up story, is a true story. That's my point......
It ain't any made up story, is a true story. That's my point......
4:51 AM
Tuesday, September 18, 2007
Sum of y'all might hav seen this from my sis' blog entry bout this IQ test. We got this IQ test website from DJ Tommy's. My sis went to do it first, then i went to do this IQ test a few days back... Answer all tha 39 questions. And turns out my IQ is 109, normal... Is quite fun. Go try and tell me whut's ya IQ....
Believer it or not: Bush is around 80.
5:51 PM
PHOTOS UPLOAD!!!
I've finally upload tha photos we'd taken @ Hotel 1929 and also photos we'd taken on 29 August '07 & 02 September '07...
password: getfamiliarwid
P/S: I've set password for tha Hotel 1929.
Those who received my e-mail, should aready kno tha password.
29 August '07 & 02 September '07 is tha one wid funny funny stuffs...
Did sum edits... For those who tried downloadin this mornin, and can't download. Can try again.
4:53 AM
Friday, September 14, 2007
Jin Akanishi
2007 Comback
有閑倶楽部
I can't wait for this. Jin is so cute!
After 2 years, Jin's back wid a new drama!
After 2 years, Jin's back wid a new drama!
1:34 AM
Tuesday, September 11, 2007
Hight School Musical 2
Last Sunday was tha Asia premiere of High School Musical 2. Yeah... I'ma High School Musical fan as well. High School Musical is actually tha second Disney Original Movie that i love. There was one pretty old, and it's starred by Justin Timberlake. I couldn't remember tha title. But it was also good. I watched a couple of tymez.
As for High School Musical, when it released tha HSM1 DVD. I watched it as everyone's like talkin bout it. I'm like wonderin whut's High School Musical. But seriously, HSM is addictive. I watched it a couple of tymez. Tha songs are nice. Never thought myself would actually like it.
In HSM2, Zac is CUTE! Ashely is GORGEOUS!
And Vannessa is NUDE! LoL~
Okay i dun reely like Vannessa, and i dun kno why. I think Zac should go wid Ashley instead of Vannessa. Well... That's my view...
ZAC IS CUTE!~
1:52 AM
Friday, September 07, 2007
The 1st Shop of Coffee Prince
I jus finish this korean series on tuesday. This 18 episodes series took me 30 hours to complete it. And tha most unbelievable thing for me is that i completed tha whole entire 18 episodes usin my desktop. As sum of y'all kno, i dun like to watch series usin tha desktop. So it's a pretty big deal for me.
I dun expect myself to touch this series so fast. I think it's becas of Gong Yoo(my current husband). If not, i dun think i'll even watch it. This series is REELY a comedy, romantic one. This is tha only korean series that didn't make me tear a single drop. Pretty worth watchin. As i said comedy, romantic. It's reely funny. Ya gotta see how cute is Gong Yoo in tha series.
OMG~ I'm so into Gong Yoo... again...
Ever since Hardtack Teacher and Star Candy.
P/S: Kelly~ Go watch this series if ya're free! Gong Yoo damn cute!!!
2:18 AM
Tuesday, August 14, 2007
一眼瞬间
張惠妹 & 萧敬腾
I've been repeatin this song in my playlist. 敬腾's voice and
阿妹's voice are jus perfect together... This is only tha 110's version MV. I can't wait for tha full MV! OMG~!
阿妹's voice are jus perfect together... This is only tha 110's version MV. I can't wait for tha full MV! OMG~!
我们的省话王子超帅的！
1:00 PM
一位靠着《世界唯一的你》， 《背叛》，《新不了情》,
这3首歌而爆红的20岁男生！
那就是我的萧敬腾！
世界唯一的萧敬腾！
世界唯一的你
背叛
新不了情
1:59 AM
Sunday, August 12, 2007
A night to remember...
I jus came back home. Today was supposed to celebrate for Jia Wang's birthday... But sumpin happened... So we didn't go wid tha plan that we planned earlier. I felt kinda bad for Wang...
After tonight, i've learnt/came to realise quite a couple of things... I dun kno how to put em in words... All i can say is, tonight will pretty much be tha unforgettable for all of us...
P/S:
Wang~
Promise ya to make it up for ya next year...
If ya still wan us to celebrate wid ya... Hahahaha...
3:01 AM
Saturday, August 11, 2007
My NEW Addiction!
Yeah... I'm still alive! It's been long since i come in and blog.
Jus one word... LAZY!
Anyways... I'll like to say i found a new "addiction". Another familiar term, a new "husband". Hahahah... Y'all will be like goin "Not again....."
Yeah... I jus discover him on tuesday night... I'll come up again and talk bout him in details... If i'm gonna start on him, i dun kno whut tyme i'll go to bed... So yeah...
4:13 AM
Wednesday, July 18, 2007
浜崎あやみ - Fated PV
This is Ayumi's latest PV, starrin Shawn Yue. Yes... Is that hong kong actor 余文乐 , that Shawn Yue.
Tha news is like Ayumi pick Shawn herself to be in her PV when she's in Hong Kong last month or sumpin. Shawn's pretty hot in tha PV.
This PV is simple and nice. Tha most important thing is he got a kissin scene wid Ayumi. Seriously, how many guys get to kiss Ayumi Hamasaki.
I would say Shawn's jus tha lucky guy....
1:44 AM
My HUBBIES~!!!
Yesterday Tze taught me how to do tha animation thingy by usin photoshop. After she taught me, she told me to a animation on my hubbies. I think is a pretty good idea. I managed to complete it.
This is definately not ALL my hubbies.
If ya reely wan me list down all. It might take me a few days to get it done.
I shall say this few hubbies i put in are tha priorites for now... = P
1:22 AM
Friday, July 13, 2007
小小 - 容祖兒
作曲：周杰倫
作詞：方文山
回憶像個說書的人
用充滿鄉音的口吻
跳過水坑 繞過小村
等相遇的緣分
你用泥巴捏一座城
說將來要娶我進門
轉多少身 過幾次門
虛擲青春
小小的誓言 還不穩
小小的淚水 還在撐
稚嫩的唇 在說離分
我的心裡從此住了一個人
曾經模樣小小的我們
那年你搬小小的板凳
為戲入迷我也一路跟
我在找那個故事裡的人
你是不能缺少的部份
你在樹下小小的打盹
小小的我 傻傻等
回憶像個說書的人
用充滿鄉音的口吻
跳過水坑 繞過小村
等相遇的緣分
你用泥巴捏一座城
說將來要娶我進門
轉多少身 過幾次門
虛擲青春
小小的感動 雨紛紛
小小的彆扭 惹人疼
小小的人 還不會吻
我的心裡從此住了一個人
曾經模樣小小的我們
那年你搬小小的板凳
為戲入迷我也一路跟
我在找那個故事裡的人
你是不能缺少的部份
你在樹下小小的打盹
小小的我 傻傻等
我的心裡從此住了一個人
曾經模樣小小的我們
當初學人說愛唸劇本
缺牙的你發音卻不準
我在找那個故事裡的人
你是不能缺少的部份
小小的手牽小小的人
守著小小的永恆
作詞：方文山
回憶像個說書的人
用充滿鄉音的口吻
跳過水坑 繞過小村
等相遇的緣分
你用泥巴捏一座城
說將來要娶我進門
轉多少身 過幾次門
虛擲青春
小小的誓言 還不穩
小小的淚水 還在撐
稚嫩的唇 在說離分
我的心裡從此住了一個人
曾經模樣小小的我們
那年你搬小小的板凳
為戲入迷我也一路跟
我在找那個故事裡的人
你是不能缺少的部份
你在樹下小小的打盹
小小的我 傻傻等
回憶像個說書的人
用充滿鄉音的口吻
跳過水坑 繞過小村
等相遇的緣分
你用泥巴捏一座城
說將來要娶我進門
轉多少身 過幾次門
虛擲青春
小小的感動 雨紛紛
小小的彆扭 惹人疼
小小的人 還不會吻
我的心裡從此住了一個人
曾經模樣小小的我們
那年你搬小小的板凳
為戲入迷我也一路跟
我在找那個故事裡的人
你是不能缺少的部份
你在樹下小小的打盹
小小的我 傻傻等
我的心裡從此住了一個人
曾經模樣小小的我們
當初學人說愛唸劇本
缺牙的你發音卻不準
我在找那個故事裡的人
你是不能缺少的部份
小小的手牽小小的人
守著小小的永恆
Honestly... I'm not a fan of hers... I jus happened to kno this song. And tha next thing i kno, i pretty like this song. For me, i think Joey improves in this chinese album... It's pretty good. Worth tryin... So yeah...
12:35 AM
Sunday, July 08, 2007
GOOD MORNING!!!
Okay... I jus got home... And i didn't sleep like tha whole night... But it was quite fun.
I actually like tha talk we had, tho it was like 3 hours plus thing... It's been long since we talked. And i realised we've grown in all different kinda ways...
I'll go in to tha details maybe later in tha day or sumpin. Right now i think i need to go get sum sleep.
So GOOD MORNIN PEEPLE~!!!
8:47 AM
Saturday, July 07, 2007
Miami Ink
Recently, i'm like into this reality show /Miami Ink\ showin now on Discovery Travel and Living(channel 16) @ Cable TV. This whole reality show is basically bout this bunch of well-known tattoo artists in this tattoo shop located in Miami Beach. Each episode features a number of customers gettin their tattoos. Usually those tattoos they choose realates wid they're backstories or sumpin to motivates when they saw it on their skin.
Eventually... After watchin this show, i actually DO thought of gettin a tattoo. But i dun think i'll ever hav tha guts to do it. I jus dun think i'll be able to take tha pain. It's a pretty interestin reality show.
Catch it if possible. It's showin every weekdays 11pm. If i'm not wrong. Well... That's tha tyme i jus sit in front of tha TV and watch... So go check it out...........
I watched this episode when Chris Garver did this tattoo on a guy.
This is tha most beautiful tattoo i've seen so far. She is jus so beautiful and reel.
I totally luv it...
2:33 AM
